My Daily Chi
My Daily Chi…….Definition: The happy place in which I dwell when all daily events go according to my vision (keywords: my vision).
My daily life for the past five months. Wake up, feed the baby, put her down for a nap, work out, eat, do the dishes, get ready, go on a walk, feed the baby, put her down for a nap, blog, blog stalk, eat, think about dinner, play outside, cook dinner, feed the baby, husband comes home, eat, play with fam, put baby to bed, chill with the man.
This is what I feel on these days,
My daily life for the past week. Wake up, feed the baby, put her down for a nap, husband comes home to eat food, eat (no work out, no dishes) get ready, husband leaves, go on a walk, feed the baby, husband comes home because class is out, put her down for a nap, blog (no blog stalk, no play outside) husband watches tv, eat, husband falls asleep….anger builds up inside me…….do dishes, husband senses anger and goes to library, feed the baby, don’t cook dinner, husband comes home, put baby to bed, blog stalk.
On these days I feel something like this,
Do you see the problem???? My daily chi has been completely interrupted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don’t know about you but I like my daily routine and now mine is all over the place. I am coming to the realization that I do not do well with chi disruption, which is strange because I consider myself a pretty chill person….but, apparently this is not the case.
Now don’t get me wrong I love having my husband around, I just like to know when he will be coming home so I can be ready, have the house cleaned and so on. I mean, I am on my quest to being the perfect housewife!!! Is that so wrong? My solution… The world would be a happier place if I could just control what others around me are doing. Muah ha ha